perhaps

it's a potential problem, i suppose— one that has its origin in my tendency toward complete dedication and immersion in everything i do.

perhaps my concept of romantic love is partly derived from the jazz ballads i sing, minus the sweeping strings. i never was a fan of sweeping strings. but yeah, you know, when i sing a song, i try to mean it, you know? it's so much easier to sound like you mean it when you actually mean it. (if you're happy and you know it, clap your hands! eeeeeee! just kidding.) so i try to be the woman in those songs, and be sincere with the sentiments the songs express.

so you see how that could be problematic? if it were true, that is. which it could be. i don't know.