today

today i slept in by an hour and a half on purpose. i got up at 0530.

today i was nice to everyone who called for my help. even if i did not feel like helping.

today i accidentally stepped in on a family as their young girl was dying. of cancer. i have great affection for this girl. i accidentally caught a glimpse of her as she, pale, thin, skin covered in strange lesions, gasped for breath. i am haunted.

i'm tired.