insight

recently i have been happier than i have been in a long time.

[back of hand to forehead]
why? oh why, oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

[shaking head]
how can this be?

[face in hands, sobbing]
what could possibly be bringing joy to my blessed life?

[throwing hands up]
what's the use in being happy?

[shaking fist at sky]
what does it all mean?

we are such ridiculous creatures.