mysterious

i have been staying up waiting for the nausea to go away so that i can eat dinner.

it's not that i can't go to bed without eating,

it's that i want to eat. i like to eat. i want dinner.

but i haven't cooked anything, and it's too late to start up a meal,

so i guess i'll have some water and go to bed without supper.

in the meantime i have done a lot of laundry and have been looking for one of my cd's. you see, even though it is one of my favorites, it is always missing. it was missing for somewhere between one and two years when i lived in the other place, and i found it about twenty-four hours after i bought a second copy. i gave the second copy to camodidi, and then promptly lost my original. i found it in time to move here, and now it is again lost.

how mysterious.

i put the songs on my computer, and can listen to them that way, but still. it's mysterious.