social phobia

and then it hit me.

what if no one comes to the party?

the last time i had a party it was my 26th birthday. i think. yup.

there was a decent showing, and some people appeared to have fun. a large group of my friends from work came. they left early because there was something better to do, or opportunities to hook up, or something. i made a mental note. especially regarding dr. r. i never did like the cut of her jib.

and, indeed, she turned out to be pretty rotten.

maybe this party will be equally telling.

i hope not.

you all are still invited, by the way.