something is not right

all of the things i had to say this evening were sort of half-baked. i made a lot of non-sequitur comments and was speaking in half-sentences that didn't quite match their other halves. i kept starting to try to make a point, then forgot what point i was trying to make. unfortunately, though i was frustrated, i didn't shut up. i kept trying, and that just made it worse.

maybe it was the chocolate on an empty stomach. maybe it was the past two days of testing. maybe i'll be back to normal tomorrow. or maybe tomorrow i'll wake up to find myself completely insane.

maybe then i won't have to go to work.