trying

think happy thoughts ... think happy thoughts ...

bunnies! puppies! newborn babies!

ice cream! eggnog! eggnog ice cream!

vacations in hawaii. finding money in my coat pocket. finding nemo and the cute little clown fishies. food samplers.

gingerbread. cornbread. asiago cheese bread.

happy surprises. like unexpected christmas presents. and the package i got yesterday which came a week early. making new friends.

getting a good gift. giving the perfect gift. wrapping presents.

massages. oh yeah, massages.

my ride! my ride so fly.

finishing projects. finishing well. winning. helping someone.

healing the sick. watching kids get better.

making music. making music well. making music badly and laughing one's head off about it.

shnitzel with noodles; brown paper packages tied up with string...

gasp! sob.

maybe i'll just put on some music.